I love learning.
I love knowing new things.
Make my brain works
Enhancing my knowledge.
I love everything about learning.
Ups and Downs.
EVERYTHING.
BUT..
when it comes to tests, assignments, exams, quiz, wake up early..
ughhhh
I HATE IT.
I hate to go to class.
I hate to wake up early.
I want to sleep.
I hate tests. it makes me feel so stupid cause idk what to answer.
THE MARKS. ohh I hate it.. pointer?CGPA?
Mannn... that really separates me with the other students
they were like ..... up up up up... top of the rank... but mee... ohh there's me... a tinytiny little kitty.. at BOTTOM!!
The stress. Tense me up everytime the lecturers giving new assignments.
The presentation? mann no me gusta presentashionnn....
WHY? WHY? life is so unfair!!
I HATE LEARNING..
YAAHHH.. i hate it..
BUT i start to set my mind..
"ILMU BUKAN HANYA PADA CGPA"
then, now. idk about tests, assignments and stuffs.
I just want to learn. That's all.
then..... I start watching movies during exam weeks. Do revision at the last minute.. Skip classes. Skip again. Continue sleeping. Wasting my time stalking my ex. Then, cry. cry again in the shower. Cry all over again in my sleep. What is wrong with me???
I DON'T KNOW.
I NEED TO LEARN MY LESSONS, SOME OTHER PEOPLE'S LESSONS.
IF ALLAH IS ALL YOU HAVE. THEN YOU HAVE ALL YOU NEED.
Even if I have all knowledge in all parts of the world, but still I feel empty.
What I need is HIM.
