Charlie Brown In Action.

I'm not a kind of person who change a lover like changing clothes.
I'm not at my best with words,expressing love,showing that i care.
I'm not a good lover.
I'm not good at accepting and appreciating love.
I'm not good at this.

But

I'm not sure if I wasn't good enough.....

OR

I'm just scare.. coward.. selfish.. Afraid of commitment. Timid in falling in love. Coward..

I Don't want this feelings..

I hope, one day, when I'm ready, we will have a 'cool' relationship..

Which. we don't need to act 'sweet' to be a sweet couple..
Even a little things can matter the most when I'm with her.
we don't need to be overly attached 24/7 ...
But when we spend time with each other, we'll talk more than the time we have.

She'll be my best friend.
She'll be the best person i want to spend my whole time with..
She'll be my everything.